E mail i got that i thought was introsting

Read this question, come up with an answer, and then scroll down
>to the bottom for the result. This is not a trick question. It is
>as it reads.No one I know has gotten it right -- including me.A
>woman, while at the funeral of her own mother, met this guy whom
>she did not know. She thought this guy was amazing, She believed
>him to be the man of her dreams and she fell in love with him right
>there but did not ask for his number and no matter how hard she
>tried she could not find him.A few days later she killed her
>sister.
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>Question: What is her motive in killing her sister?
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> >      Answer: She was hoping that the guy would appear at the
> >funeral again.If you answered this correctly, you think like a
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> >     This was a test by a famous American Psychologist used to test
> >if one has the same mentality as a killer. Many arrested serial
> >killers took part in the test and answered the question correctly.
> >If you didn't answer the question correctly -- good for you. If you
> >got the answer correct, please let me know so I can take you off my
> >email list unless that will tick you off, then I'll just be extra
> >nice to you from now on.

Talking about nothing

It amazes me on how long my mother can talk about nothing. She trys very hard to get her point accros and to emphize that point. I personaley don't think she is very good at this. It bothers me when people do not know how to get there point accross. I really wish i could be more undersatanding and patient but it is in my nature not to be. I know this is a bad quality to posses and i can't stand it in other people. I think mom was right when she said i would be bored this summer it is only the first day off and all ready feel the need to do something useful and productive. I did however to into possesion of 3 new cds. "Something Corporate" "Hoobastank" and "Lostprophets" I know that somewear in my mind I put my self above others i also know somewear in my mind i am the biggest jerk in the world. Maybe i have a split personality. Maybe it is teenage hormones. Maybe it is all the junk food I consumed talking. The possiblities go on and on and i fear i may never hold the answers. THAT IS NOT GOOD ENOUGH!!!

Convo with kristi

bright_neon_lights: man u are soe boring to talk to online
softbalchick181: ha
softbalchick181: all part of my plan for worl domenation
bright_neon_lights: HAHA!
bright_neon_lights: lol uve already stared with scarcasificing me
softbalchick181: for the good of the family of corse
bright_neon_lights: HAHA! for the family
bright_neon_lights: akthough if we wouldve all be aneroxic then we wouldnt hafta worry about it
softbalchick181: doctor bills my friend doctor bills
bright_neon_lights: WHAT?!?
softbalchick181: nm
bright_neon_lights: lol
bright_neon_lights: im off tha fone!
bright_neon_lights: lol
bright_neon_lights: actually my fone qwent dead
softbalchick181: hahaha
softbalchick181: another part of my master plan
bright_neon_lights: did u cut off my fone??
bright_neon_lights: g/m
softbalchick181: HAEAHA
bright_neon_lights: NO!
bright_neon_lights: I love u virginia...I'm sure we can resole any issues that are boiling deep within...plz!
softbalchick181: WORLD DOMENATION
bright_neon_lights: DOMINATION***
softbalchick181: SOMINATION
softbalchick181: DOmination
softbalchick181: and as my first act as dictator
softbalchick181: CHANGE THE FREEKIN SPELLIN
bright_neon_lights: lol u shall grow a mostashe
softbalchick181: of DOMINATION
bright_neon_lights: HAHA
bright_neon_lights: that was great
bright_neon_lights: u rock my sox!
bright_neon_lights: lemme guess thou
bright_neon_lights: in ur new twistede world...ppl will wear NO sox!
softbalchick181: act number 2
softbalchick181: no sox
bright_neon_lights: HAHA!
bright_neon_lights: what happended to the mustashe idea?
bright_neon_lights: all the great...i mean infamous dictators had a mostaches
softbalchick181: NO MOSTACHES TO HARD TO SPELL
bright_neon_lights: HAHA
bright_neon_lights: will there be ne dictonaries?
softbalchick181: yes
bright_neon_lights: NOO!
bright_neon_lights: y would there bee if everythng is misspelled
softbalchick181: YEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSs
bright_neon_lights: what 4?
softbalchick181: my people would be intellegent and smart and happy and know what words ment
bright_neon_lights: aww its okay mr. grumy gills
softbalchick181: HAHAHAHHRHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
bright_neon_lights: if they were soe intelegent then y would they need dictionaries
softbalchick181: I g2g work my "im takin over the world how is ur day goin?" speach
softbalchick181: bye
softbalchick181: u small little mind scares
softbalchick181:me

Im softbalchick181 kristi is bright neon lights we were just joking around

Writing

There are always a few things that a young girl of barely 13 would never tell her parents, no matter how loving and caring they were. Some dreams would be locked away in secret, some desires hidden and closely guarded and some fears never expressed aloud. That is exactially how i feel even if i diden't exactially come up with it on my own how sad is that? I want to be a writer yet i can not even express my thoughts properley.(and i can't spell) I suppose i could think aobut other carriers but what fun would that be? i don't know i suppose that sence i am only in 7th grade i do have some amount of time to figure this out.*but not much* Anyhoo on another note my dad is sick and i feel really bad. it may be a nouther kidney stone and he needs to freekin go to the docot cuz if he dosent he could die and go to hell cuz he is not exactiall what u would call tight with God.

i don't know anymore

i don't know anymore i would really like to dress punk sk8ter cuz that is how i feel inside but i don't have the guts nor the money but i love it how people like don't care what others think about i really just want to show the world who i really am and how i don't need to go with the flow i can go agest it just as well and haev a laph at the same time. I want to show them how i feel express how i feel i love it well at least for today.

Parents will never understand

My mom and I got in a fight today how come she can't understand my life. She raves about how she hasent sat down and how i got do enought. Hell if she had to deal with the stuff i did she would be dead. I know she does a lot for me and she dealt with some of the same stuff as me but most of it she has never experenced. I go 2 school work hard come home do home work and work hard. how many times has she been on the phone whith her belimic friend?

 none cuz she don't got any. how many times does she get the courage to get help for this friend? how many times dose this friend friend find out and get angery? how many times dose she talk to her finding out what is goin on in her life and how it will all be ok and how she dosent need to do this and how come she never has to stand outside the b room listing to her throw up? How come she does not have 2 deal with all her freinds depression? Her friends don't need help when then get dizzy cuz they don't eat. Her friend is fallin insleep in calss cuz she is up all night with her dieing Grandfather. She dosent make up this friends home work pulse her own.

How many of her friends have come up to her tellin her they have thought about suicide? Does she ever have to boost everyone attitude and make them happy talk to them deal with school homework Finals and an anoying mom who thinks u r the laziest person on earth. NO she never has and never will. i am not saying she dosent do stuff but she could give me a little more credit don't u think? i get stright A's i don't do drugs i do'nt have an eating disorder i have good friends who are also cleen. i particapate in after school activities and my relation ship whith God is Great. i mean she could act like I do stuff. maybe if i clean my room more often she will be nicer

Convo with Chelsea

softbalchick181: hey
cjstar09: reda my profiel
softbalchick181: y did block tylor
cjstar09: read my profile
softbalchick181: i am tryin
softbalchick181: y did u block tylor
cjstar09: i dont wana talk to him cuz he is mena to me
cjstar09: y doe he care?
softbalchick181: yeah
softbalchick181: he keeps askin me if u r on
softbalchick181: k
softbalchick181:  i read it
softbalchick181: i like it
cjstar09: well i am the ugly one and everone is the perfect one so read t again
softbalchick181: Chelsea u r not ugly
softbalchick181: and i get it
cjstar09: u hvae no idea tyhen i am cryin right now
cjstar09: ??????????????

softbalchick181: yeah well so am i
cjstar09: ur wat?
softbalchick181: cry what r u doin
softbalchick181: crying
cjstar09: ***************************************************************************************************************************************************************************
softbalchick181: chelsea
softbalchick181: talk to me
softbalchick181: y r u crying
softbalchick181: is it because of what u look like
cjstar09: cuz
cjstar09: i am sick of things
cjstar09: and no one understands
softbalchick181: try me
softbalchick181: spill ur guts
softbalchick181: and i will spill mine
softbalchick181: and don't lie even if u r mad at me
cjstar09: i dunno wat to say cuz i dont kno how to put how i feel
softbalchick181: it will help
softbalchick181: yeah
softbalchick181: i know
softbalchick181: try
softbalchick181: it helps
cjstar09: umm well let e tell u wat ahgappened
cjstar09: k well u kno how i ahave my solo?
cjstar09: well i performed it saturday and everyone was telin em ai did a good job a dthat got me all pumpped up
softbalchick181: k
cjstar09: so i watched my self today at dnace on the camera todya
softbalchick181: k
softbalchick181: i think i know
softbalchick181: what happened
cjstar09: and i sucked poo and i cant believ pepeol lied to me it was awful
cjstar09: and i am failin in school
softbalchick181: k
softbalchick181: well
cjstar09: and i cant compete wit april and jrystla and kristen brooke
softbalchick181: at b ball games people used to tell me i did good when i really sucked and then i would see my self on camroa and feel terebal
softbalchick181: and i can't compete with u
softbalchick181: or krystle
softbalchick181: or brook
softbalchick181: and
softbalchick181: i never look good
softbalchick181: and i can' take a good pic
cjstar09: wateva u r pretty
softbalchick181: and it drives me nuts
softbalchick181: and i suck at track
cjstar09: and u ahve good grades and  abf and a good life
softbalchick181: and my grandmother like can't remeber me and my grandfather dos not belive anything is wrong
softbalchick181: and i get stuck baby sittin her
cjstar09: tahtsn nothin my gma and gpa yell at eme for no reason or a stupid lil thing an dthen they wonder y i cry all te  time
softbalchick181: and by the time i am 20my parents will be lik3 67 and they will like die before i ever get married
softbalchick181: and
cjstar09: well at leats u live wit urmom and dad
softbalchick181: i can never figure out the freekin home work the only reason i pass is because my grandfather was a math teacher and he helps me
softbalchick181: yeah
softbalchick181: well
cjstar09: when my gparents pass away i have to live wit my aunt
softbalchick181: every day i go to school
softbalchick181: and people make fun of them cuz they r old
softbalchick181: and i hate it
softbalchick181: when they do that
softbalchick181: cuz
softbalchick181: i love them
softbalchick181: even if they are old
softbalchick181: and i can't stand fuckin
softbalchick181: people
cjstar09: i dont makefun of them
cjstar09: who does?>
cjstar09: who?
softbalchick181: who can't deal wit there own problems
softbalchick181: so they get on mine
softbalchick181: jason blackwell, kyle mins, kurt basicley everyone at my table
cjstar09: well look at them they got nothin
softbalchick181: yeah
softbalchick181: i know
softbalchick181: but i still hate it
softbalchick181: chelsea
softbalchick181: u don't think u r fat do u?
cjstar09: yea
softbalchick181: k well i know it dosen't help but u r not i wish i looked like u
cjstar09: wateva i am white as white can get i am short and fat and cant dress mydelf
softbalchick181: hello
softbalchick181: have u ever looked at my skin
softbalchick181: and i am fatter then u
cjstar09: watever
softbalchick181: we need to wokr on are body image
softbalchick181: y do u act all happy at school when that is not what u r really like
cjstar09: cuz i dont wnat people to think well i dunno
softbalchick181: k well u don't have to act happy if u r not happy
softbalchick181: u could be sereous
softbalchick181: and people would still like u
cjstar09: well i dont want peopel to be liek wats wrong wit chelsea and crao like tahts
softbalchick181: yeah i know
softbalchick181: at least somone would wonder
cjstar09: well they need to wonderin the other direction
softbalchick181: yeah i know
softbalchick181: but.. i don't know
softbalchick181: i just hate the whold body image thing
softbalchick181: cuz i feel the same way
softbalchick181: i can's stand the way i look
softbalchick181: or i think i look good
softbalchick181: but then i c a pic
softbalchick181: and i want to rip it up
cjstar09: pivtires mean nothin
softbalchick181: oh well
cjstar09: my pics suck too
softbalchick181: i love the ones u took with kristin
cjstar09: well those were ok cuz yea but most of them suck
cjstar09: **********************************************************************************************************************************************
cjstar09: wat doe sthat mean?
softbalchick181: k
softbalchick181: what does what mean
cjstar09: nvm
softbalchick181: do u feel anybetter?
cjstar09: no
softbalchick181: u sure
softbalchick181: do u feel any worse
cjstar09: i am positive i still wana do somethin drstic
softbalchick181: whoa hold on
softbalchick181: like what
cjstar09: drastic
softbalchick181: don't get belimic or anorexic on me and that is not a joke
softbalchick181: don't slit ur rists
softbalchick181: or suicide
softbalchick181: or anything dumb
softbalchick181: what r u thinkin
cjstar09: i dunno
softbalchick181: well think real real hard before u do anything
cjstar09: peircin my bellybutton
softbalchick181: lol
softbalchick181: that is ur solution
softbalchick181: well
softbalchick181: it could be worse
softbalchick181: i think it would hert
cjstar09: well thats teh pint
softbalchick181: what for it to hert
cjstar09: yea for it to hurt
softbalchick181: man
softbalchick181: i don't think that is such a good idea
softbalchick181: k well i am goin to go to bed
softbalchick181: bye
cjstar09: toodles

Poem thing

Perfect?
What is perfect?
How do u define ugly?
What if your ugly?
What if you suck?
Would someone tell you?
Would they lie?
How do you define perfect?
Who said she was gorgeous?
Who said she was perfect?
Who the hell said she was great?
No One!!!

Image

Man no one is happy with the way they look. I took are digitaly camra and took a bunch of pics of my self and my face looks fat in each one. k not my body my face. HAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa and i am talkin to chelsea and she is cray cuz she thinks she is fat when i cry cuz she is skinner then me and i know i am not fat. i just wish i took a good freekin picture and my parents werent old and freekin people at school did not make fun of them and i wish i had something to say to them to make them realise how lucky i am. and how they should be jealous of me.

 

 This is the ice compatition isen't it cool

 

Dance

I went to  the dance of friday. I got to dance with jimi it was awesome. Mom took the parental controls off. She is in Colorado at Bens graduation.

Leceo happy endings (i hope)

Well Leceo wrote me a note today saying she talked to her mom about it and she is working on loosing weight the write way. I don't think it will be that easy but it is a start. I don't know if her mom told her about Kristies call or if she just came out and told her. I am very relived and thankful to Kristi for doni thisi. Chelsea is being a turd.

Chelsea

This is a nother frined of mine i am a softbalchick181 she is cjstar09 can u belive how shallow she is Kristi called Lecos mom i am so relived i just wish i had the guts to do it.

softbalchick181 (8:39:08 PM): hi
cjstar09 (8:39:39 PM): hey wats happenin?
softbalchick181 (8:39:51 PM): r u goin to tell me how u got drunk
cjstar09 (8:40:29 PM): lol u swear u wont tellne one wat i told u cuz a lot of popel kno cuz brooke old chace an dtells tell everything he hears lol
softbalchick181 (8:40:52 PM): ok i swear
softbalchick181 (8:40:55 PM): but i want to know
cjstar09 (8:41:31 PM): wat wa sthe questiomn?
softbalchick181 (8:41:43 PM): what?
softbalchick181 (8:41:48 PM): oh
softbalchick181 (8:41:55 PM): how did get drunk
cjstar09 (8:42:12 PM): wat do u mean how?
softbalchick181 (8:42:18 PM): like
softbalchick181 (8:42:28 PM): why were u freekin drinkin in the first place
softbalchick181 (8:42:31 PM): where were u
softbalchick181 (8:42:34 PM): what happened
cjstar09 (8:42:51 PM): we were at my house
cjstar09 (8:43:06 PM): with kristen and brooke
cjstar09 (8:57:25 PM): would u say i am poular
cjstar09 (8:57:26 PM): j/
cjstar09 (8:57:30 PM): j/w*
softbalchick181 (8:57:38 PM): i guess
softbalchick181 (8:57:44 PM): it depends
cjstar09 (8:57:51 PM): ok?
softbalchick181 (8:58:00 PM): well
softbalchick181 (8:58:01 PM): like
softbalchick181 (8:58:07 PM): u r popular with ur friends
cjstar09 (8:58:15 PM): wat do u mean/
softbalchick181 (8:58:15 PM): and i guess most people know ur name
cjstar09 (8:59:18 PM): r u for real i mena i dont feel popluar r u supossed to feal popluar?
softbalchick181 (8:59:29 PM): no
softbalchick181 (8:59:31 PM): i don'
softbalchick181 (8:59:31 PM): t kn
softbalchick181 (8:59:32 PM): ow
cjstar09 (8:59:47 PM): well i really wana kno?
softbalchick181 (8:59:56 PM): chelsea
softbalchick181 (9:00:06 PM): i really do not feel like talkin about htis
softbalchick181 (9:00:07 PM): this
cjstar09 (9:00:29 PM): y?

Leceo convo part 3

Auto response from Kristi Jo 09: SHHHH! I'm  alseep! but i can't tell u if im with sum 1...She will get mad. Night. Doun't let the bed bugs byte...they leave awful rashes! LeCLoU09: haha
LeCLoU09: kristi seriously
LeCLoU09: i can stop whenever i want
LeCLoU09: !
Kristi Jo 09: then doe it ryte now
LeCLoU09: i don't WANT to
Kristi Jo 09: i WANT u too!
Kristi Jo 09: cant u c
Kristi Jo 09: every1 u told ( Or didnt tell, lol) wants u to eat
Kristi Jo 09: i have THE BEST away messages
LeCLoU09: i love losing weight as much as i do eating a substance with preservabies in which u put in ur mouth
LeCLoU09: ya i know
Kristi Jo 09: HAHAHAHA! but ur not doing it in a healty way
LeCLoU09: y should they care
LeCLoU09: ?
LeCLoU09: lol
Kristi Jo 09: cauze they all love u
Kristi Jo 09: as much as i doe
Kristi Jo 09: and they hate this
Kristi Jo 09: we all doe
LeCLoU09: but its not thier\your life
LeCLoU09: its MINE
Kristi Jo 09: ha my jelly beanz smell like cotton candy
Kristi Jo 09: yea but we CARE about UR life
LeCLoU09: lol
LeCLoU09: y?
Kristi Jo 09: cauze
LeCLoU09: its so screwed with rite now
LeCLoU09: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Kristi Jo 09: but we love u and dount want u to be hurt
Kristi Jo 09: and every1 is willing to help u
LeCLoU09: they can't
Kristi Jo 09: cauze we all seriosly love u
LeCLoU09: how can they?!
LeCLoU09: tell me to eat constantly
LeCLoU09: oh yeah that's gonna help
LeCLoU09: !
LeCLoU09: w]e
LeCLoU09: w\e**
LeCLoU09: ]no it won't
Kristi Jo 09: its better than sittin'there and bein quiet about it
LeCLoU09: it's my deisision and i will make it on my own
LeCLoU09: no its not
LeCLoU09: better to be quiet
Kristi Jo 09: NO!
Kristi Jo 09: i swear eliose
LeCLoU09: YES!
LeCLoU09: what you swear what?!@
LeCLoU09: i'm sry
Kristi Jo 09: lol
Kristi Jo 09: every one hates this
LeCLoU09: didn't mean to get rude
LeCLoU09: i know
LeCLoU09: i'm soooooooooo sry
Kristi Jo 09: and wishes u would quit the madness
LeCLoU09: but i can't let the rest of my life go by with me being FAT
Kristi Jo 09: i knoe
Kristi Jo 09: lol im being gust as rude
LeCLoU09: lol
Kristi Jo 09: UR NOT FAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LeCLoU09: when i look in the mirror i see a person as big as Mrs. Able and i can't stand that
LeCLoU09: i know thta
Kristi Jo 09: soe doe i
LeCLoU09: * i know that's not me, i would just like to see just once what i really lookk like
Kristi Jo 09: but i gust laf at that person then realize tht im lookin at a pic of mrs able
LeCLoU09: w\e
LeCLoU09: not in the obsessive way i doe
LeCLoU09: !
Kristi Jo 09: lol i knoe
Kristi Jo 09: a lil humopr
Kristi Jo 09: man i swear im gonna take a picof u
Kristi Jo 09: and show u haw skinny u r
LeCLoU09: you can't
LeCLoU09: i look at it the sameway as in a mirror
LeCLoU09: let's take it this way: this is a sickness: a kind of sickness only to be dealed with in time
Kristi Jo 09: elise i knoe u need tyme
Kristi Jo 09: but it has ta stop!@
LeCLoU09: what did you get on that quiz we took on "are you dying to be skinny" or something
LeCLoU09: (in health)
Kristi Jo 09: like a good thing
Kristi Jo 09: what did u get
LeCLoU09: you first!
Kristi Jo 09: like a i 4 get a 6 sum i think
LeCLoU09: huh?
Kristi Jo 09: 60* sumthing
LeCLoU09: o ok
LeCLoU09: 14!=me!
Kristi Jo 09: EURRG!
Kristi Jo 09: not good
LeCLoU09: i kow
LeCLoU09: know**
LeCLoU09: i couldn't help it
Kristi Jo 09: elsie doe u ever listen to ur self...
Kristi Jo 09: i mean...
Kristi Jo 09: u think ur fat...ur not ...u dont eat...u need to
LeCLoU09: Mrs. Boles saw what i wrote and then remember when she said to NOT rite down numbers and answer themn truely
LeCLoU09: ?
Kristi Jo 09: ye
Kristi Jo 09: A
LeCLoU09: i had all ones!@!!!!
Kristi Jo 09: omg
LeCLoU09: then she told the class that if it's like that then you need to find help
Kristi Jo 09: u need to
Kristi Jo 09: im not tryen to be mean but it scares me elsie
Kristi Jo 09: it truley does
LeCLoU09: my sister is sittin here eating chips and i see her getting fatter by the min.
LeCLoU09: i know
LeCLoU09: but i don't want help
Kristi Jo 09: im eatin jelly beans
LeCLoU09: i'm sry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
LeCLoU09: yay!
LeCLoU09: lol
Kristi Jo 09: lol
Kristi Jo 09: goe eat some of those chi[s
LeCLoU09: i like losing weight so quickly Auto response from Kristi Jo 09: ____         ___
l  D  )___  l  D  )
l_D_)  D  ) _D_)
         l_l\_\
LeCLoU09: nope sry no can do
LeCLoU09: if ii do eat i'll throw it up and then i'll be a bulimic
LeCLoU09: that's even worse than being anorexic
Kristi Jo 09: i knope
Kristi Jo 09: iwish it wasnt like that thou
LeCLoU09: i kow
LeCLoU09: so many girls go thru this thou
LeCLoU09: tho**
LeCLoU09: it's a natural cycle
Kristi Jo 09: yea but I dount want u to be 1 of
LeCLoU09: some are just lucky enough to not do it
Kristi Jo 09: lol u can be lucky
LeCLoU09: sry been there done that no............actually no
LeCLoU09: well ya
LeCLoU09: well no
Kristi Jo 09: lol what?!
LeCLoU09: ask vincent he knows that i was SUCH the fat girl in 5th grade
LeCLoU09: and that's what made me start
Kristi Jo 09: brb
LeCLoU09: little remarks like his
LeCLoU09: ok
LeCLoU09: he would always make fun of me they had even a little club, who thinks elise is fat club\ Auto response from Kristi Jo 09:                     / /
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 - - KRISTI IS AWAY - -
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         oo0  0oo LeCLoU09: and even today when i got off the bus john orndorff said,"bye fatty......i mean elise"
LeCLoU09: eeeeeeuuuuuuuuueeeeeeeeeeeeuuuuuuurrrrrrgggggghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!it pisses me off so much
LeCLoU09: hay can you just write me i have to go lil sis gotta use the computer
LeCLoU09: ok?
LeCLoU09: love ou so much!
LeCLoU09: i promise i won't die!
LeCLoU09: ~*smooches*~
LeCLoU09: bye bye bye
LeCLoU09: lol
LeCLoU09 signed off at 4:18:52 PM.

Leceo Conco par 2

Ok this is a convo betweeen Leceo and Kristi

LeCLoU09: but i just can't stop!
Kristi Jo 09: then start!
LeCLoU09: i hate the word FOOD i hate it i can't stand it i wish there was no such hing!
LeCLoU09: thing**
LeCLoU09: no
LeCLoU09: i'm sry
LeCLoU09: just don't worry bout it
LeCLoU09: i'm ok
Kristi Jo 09: how about substance with preservabies in which u put in ur mouth
LeCLoU09: just getting skinnier and skinnier
LeCLoU09: huh
LeCLoU09: ?
Kristi Jo 09: pretty soon ull be nothinng
LeCLoU09: lol
LeCLoU09: huh
Kristi Jo 09: lol u said u hate the word FOOD
LeCLoU09: yes i wil
LeCLoU09: ya and..........
LeCLoU09: can we change the subject?
Kristi Jo 09: NO!
LeCLoU09: y?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kristi Jo 09: cauze i love u and i dount want u to die from all this!
LeCLoU09: i won't
Kristi Jo 09: thas what u say now
Kristi Jo 09: when u can BARLEY eat
LeCLoU09: no!

Leceo convo part 1

LeCLoU09: sry got kicked off
LeCLoU09: i kow and i ant you to help but i don't think you and
LeCLoU09: can**
LeCLoU09: what's your numer?
LeCLoU09: number** Kristi Jo 09: i knoe but u dount noe how worried i am
Kristi Jo 09: u are 1 of my best friend
Kristi Jo 09: s
Kristi Jo 09: and u should tell ur mom
LeCLoU09: i know and
Kristi Jo 09: and if it means sendin u some where then
Kristi Jo 09: c ya when u get bac
LeCLoU09: with katelyn: her best friend turned her in and i don't want that
Kristi Jo 09: that was for tha best
LeCLoU09: what your phone #>
Kristi Jo 09: its really serious elise
LeCLoU09: ?**
Kristi Jo 09: 452 7633
LeCLoU09: thanks plugged you into my celly@*
Kristi Jo 09: ok
LeCLoU09: ok
LeCLoU09: i knwo i know that i can die from it and i know alkl the bad sxtuff that happens i've akmost experienced all

Freekin Life

 One of my good Friends who shall remain nameless has an eating disorder. It freeks the Hell out of me and other friends. Me and Kristi decided something needed to be done. Kristi was supposed to call lets call her "Leceo's" Mom and inform her. Now she has had troble in the past that he parents knew about but now it is worse and we are the only people that seem to know and or care. I am so freekin scared on how Leceo and her mom will react

I Can't stand camp

Why can't parents understand the word "NO" My mom is trying to micromanage my summer. Who the Hell plans their summer day by day? She freekin wants me to go to camp. I Hate camps. Now i am sure there are lots of people who love camp and look foward to it all year but i am just not one of thoes people. My Grnadfather is one of the people. This camp is so expensive we would have to apply for financial support.IT'S CAMP FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!! not collage. So now my mom wants some grand plan what i am to do with my summer. My plan is to do anything my mom plans!! Now that may just be stubberen but hell I don't give a CRAP

Perter Pan

Just got done watching Peter Pan i love thoes movies but Peter in this was to young it would have been really cool if he was older and his voice deeper.

Bord

I am so bored there is nothing to do and no one is home I feel like I am wasting away!!!

20years

I often wonder what the world will be like 20years form now. Is some monumentus event going to happen tomarow the will effect my world forever. Perhaps i won't even be here in tomarow. Perhaps i will be here formany tomarows to come.

Parents

My mom is a social worker and my dad is a retired police officer so they see plenty of people. It amazes me how they just refure to people who have less money then us as "They" Each one is an indivisual and it borthers me how they think they are better then everyone else. I love my parents but you would think they would get use to thigs like that bye now. Maybe i am just overley sinsitive. 

Finally

           Finally a place I can put down what I am feeling!! I tried a floppy disk but I'm afrade i over did it as now the disk will no longer open. My Mom now knows the who parental control thing but I can allways hack in and stop them from actually doin anything.