My mom and I got in a fight today how come she can't understand my life. She raves about how she hasent sat down and how i got do enought. Hell if she had to deal with the stuff i did she would be dead. I know she does a lot for me and she dealt with some of the same stuff as me but most of it she has never experenced. I go 2 school work hard come home do home work and work hard. how many times has she been on the phone whith her belimic friend?
none cuz she don't got any. how many times does she get the courage to get help for this friend? how many times dose this friend friend find out and get angery? how many times dose she talk to her finding out what is goin on in her life and how it will all be ok and how she dosent need to do this and how come she never has to stand outside the b room listing to her throw up? How come she does not have 2 deal with all her freinds depression? Her friends don't need help when then get dizzy cuz they don't eat. Her friend is fallin insleep in calss cuz she is up all night with her dieing Grandfather. She dosent make up this friends home work pulse her own.
How many of her friends have come up to her tellin her they have thought about suicide? Does she ever have to boost everyone attitude and make them happy talk to them deal with school homework Finals and an anoying mom who thinks u r the laziest person on earth. NO she never has and never will. i am not saying she dosent do stuff but she could give me a little more credit don't u think? i get stright A's i don't do drugs i do'nt have an eating disorder i have good friends who are also cleen. i particapate in after school activities and my relation ship whith God is Great. i mean she could act like I do stuff. maybe if i clean my room more often she will be nicer
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