Tuesday, June 29, 2004

Poem I wrote at camp

I'm a Listenier

I'm a sholder to cry on, I will whipe away the tears,

You can confide in me and tell me all your fears,

I will allways be there, I will never let you dwon

I will never show a weekeness, not even a frown

I don't tell others for maybe no one will hear

And that is my greatest fear.

I'm a listenier.

AU You need to remember that i wrote this at 3 o'clock in the morning at camp so don't blame me if it totley sucks.

Saturday, June 26, 2004

Statement

Ok Krisit is angery because I made it sound like she is hates me or something i would just like to state that is not the case and she is just confused on why i like it.

P.S

Tonight I play on watching YuYu hacusho and Rave Master

Krisit failed

 Well the good new is i found my watch the bad news is im on a Amine Rampage. Kirsti wanted me to go "Cold Chicken" because she dosen't get it but i love it. Derek gave me a website so now i can read manga free (kristi disaproved) manly Shamon King and then last night I watched Samuir X (again) and the smoring i went out and baought a manga. Not that Kristi would know what that was.

Friday, June 25, 2004

P.S

P.S I still can't find my watch!

Most embarsion lunch

Well i just got back form lunch with the "Ancesters" It was the worst experecnce i have had for quit a while. First, one of the "Ancesters" just happend to be a abstence person, so, the first 20mins of the conversation was dedicated to sex. Then when i first sat down my pants got caought. Then my grandmother went to the bathroom and took FOREVER so i went to checkon her. She was fine but we walked threw the bar to get back. all in all the lunch lasted about 3hrs. Then as we were leaving my aunt goes. "Did you know your pants are ripped" well no, of coarse i didn't then she kept bringing it up on the way out which took quit a whil because i was holding on to my grandmother who like forgets to walk. my aunt goes "Well at least there is a liner" and my other aunt person goes "I don't think thta is a liner" and then we are out side and my grandmoter is practically collapsing and my grandfather refused to grab her and im trying to cover up my exposed butt and hold on to her and make her shut up and focus on walking. Meanwhile he is commenting on the sprkinaler system. we get in the car and he is like "Do you want to come out to our house or go anywear?" I'm like NO my freekin underwear is showing now hurrny up and drive. I swear i try to do a good thing and my pants get ripped in the process. Nothing good ever happen anymore

The wolrd is over (well maybe not quit)

Well I went surching for my time telling device (a watch) and none was to be found. So eather I find it or i am dead!

I've lost my watch

I am currently contemplating on weather or not to venture up stares and look for my time telling devices. In other words I have lost my watch. I don't want to move!!!!!!!!!!! YOU CAN'T MAKE ME

Headlines 6-24-4

Todays head line: 

Youth baseball KMS wins 11 to 5,

More Than just a Makeover Local woman gets a fresh look (the look isn't a very good one)

Pacers get Colorado's David Harrison (who the hell is he?)

Mary-Kate Olison checks in to eating disorder clinic (well that just sucks)

BLOODY DAY IN IRAQ Car bombs armed attacks sweep Sunni Muslim areas of Iraq (freekin people why must they bomb them selves)

I heard somewear that in order to have a successful Blog you need to put your imput about event that are currently happening, so that is what i am doing. I have alos found that my need for money is riseing so very much, I have so very little.

Thursday, June 24, 2004

CANTALOPE!!!

HE he he i got catalope i bet u are all very very jealouse. (brakes in to the cantalope song)

Cantalope how i love the

You mean the world to me o' catalope. you are sweet you are sower. you are juicey u r dry/

O CANTALOPE HOW I LOVE THEY

(im kinda hyper, beacasue my mommy just gave me cantalope!!!)

FREEKIN PEOPLE

Why the freekin hell do people screw things up. Hell there are little kids shottin them selves cuz the ediot parent's don't even try to be parents. Moms shootin there kids in bed to "protecte them" ruining everything. While there still are good people out there doing there best to enjoy life with out anything. As I am writing this the dame news is talking about little kids (younger then me) pretending to behead people. God what is the world come to? It's all gone to freekin hell. I put angery as the mood but i think it is more of a disapointment that we ruien things. Im sick of ruiening things!

Quote i found while looking for SK Eps

The measure of a good nap in class correlates directly to the size of the drool spot on your shirt.

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

Good Day

 Well, today was boring but thats ok, Im in a good mood. Poor Britney spears she had to cancel her tour cuz of a knee enjerey. She did however get married, we can only hope for a speedy recovery. J'lo got married you will all be happy to know she has been married for 4weeks 3 days 7hr and 33sec!!! (like I care) I read somewear that inorder to have a good blog u need to put your views on the political events happening so that is what i am doing. To bad this is a privit blog.

Sunday, June 20, 2004

Fathers day

Well today was fathers day and I was actully hoping to spend some time with my father. instead i went to a car show in the park with my grandfather. However at first i was mad i realized he injoyed it much more theny my dad ever wold have. it turned out to be a good day

Friday, June 18, 2004

Revised praier

Now I sit me down in school
Where praying is against the rule
For this great nation under God
Finds mention of Him very odd


If Scripture now the class recites,
It violates the Bill of Rights.
And anytime my head I bow
Becomes a Federal matter now

 

For praying in a public hall
Might offend someone with no faith at all.
In silence alone we must meditate,
God's name is prohibited by the state

 

They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bible.
To quote the Good Book makes me liable.

 

 

Ok now this is the revised version.I HATED the other one people made up. It made it sound like if your hair was pink you where sinning. God dosen't care if your hair is pink.

Wednesday, June 16, 2004

LET THE RAIN FALL

it is raning. "let the rain fall down" He he he that is Haliry duff i can't stand HALIRY DUFF oh well i am so bored there is nothing to do im actually very very very very very very very bored. Kristi wants me to do my chap. im trying to avoid it

 

brake up

Well Jimi called yesterday and said the summer was to hectic to go out with someone. I AM SO HAPPY! i was going to do the same thing but was going to wait to school started. It's going to be akward next year. we signed up for a computers calss to gether i think we may be the only ones in it. I think we can still be frineds. Dosen't that sound like an after school special. I'm writing a story with Kristi it is so much fun.

Monday, June 14, 2004

 Arnold Schwarzenegger has a big one, Michael J. Fox has a small one, Madonna doesn't have one, the Pope has one - but he never uses it, Bill Clinton has one and he uses it all the time "I swear he doesn?t look like me!" says Clinton! What is it? . . . . . . It's a last name, were you thinking of somethin else?

Sunday, June 13, 2004

Oh MUSE!

        My muse has gone on vacatation and decided not to take me. I am so bored i would actually do chores. The day is over and I have done nothing. I feel so lazy. I really should exersize more or I will blow up like a balloon. Today was my parents anniverisy. My dad had this whole thing planed where he and my mom would go to Indie out to dinner. But my trip got canceled so i was home. Then my mom diden't want to leave my grandparents alone on a sunday. So it ended up Us at redlobseter just like every other Sunday. Except my dad was there. I felt so bad for him. She was just taklin to my gradfather who diden't even know it was there anniversery. My dad barley got 2 words in the whole time. I was so mad.(this is like the only time my dad actually got romantic and mom diden't even care)

Friday, June 11, 2004

Convo with Chelsea 4

  This all started when Chelsea was buggin the heck out of me on the internet Now kristi being the good friend she is decided to help me. I gave kristi chelsea sn and we decided to have a little fun.    Kristi Jo 09: Kristi Jo 09 (9:39:54 PM): HEY!
cjstar09 (9:40:08 PM): hey who is this?>
Kristi Jo 09 (9:40:14 PM): Eugine!
Kristi Jo 09 (9:40:21 PM): wanna come over and have a popsickle
softbalchick181:
lol om
Kristi Jo 09: cjstar09 (9:40:39 PM): lolr u for real?
cjstar09 (9:40:50 PM): is this wiener head?
cjstar09 (9:40:53 PM): lol

Trick we played on Chelsea 3

Kristi Jo 09: cjstar09 (9:40:53 PM): lol
Kristi Jo 09 (9:40:59 PM):
or play bingo with a def mute? i could yell "C4" and u can say "Bingo"Kristi Jo 09 (9:41:07 PM): not matt eugine...gust eugine
Kristi Jo 09 (9:41:25 PM): quit makin fun of my weiner, this is Eugine
cjstar09 (9:41:27 PM): huh who is this?Kristi Jo 09 (9:41:31 PM): Eugine!
Kristi Jo 09 (9:41:46 PM):
we went to Kindergarden togetherKristi Jo 09 (9:41:48 PM): remember?Kristi Jo 09: cjstar09 (9:42:08 PM): i have no clue who  u r?cjstar09 (9:42:18 PM): i ont knoa  eugine
Kristi Jo 09
(9:42:52 PM): yea u doe common grl my kookies are disabled
Kristi Jo 09: cjstar09 (9:43:10 PM):
umm no i dontcjstar09 (9:43:22 PM): huh?Kristi Jo 09 (9:43:24 PM): YES U DOE!cjstar09 (9:43:48 PM): no i dont !!!!'Kristi Jo 09 (9:44:10 PM): we were talkin about how frustering leggless eathiopians acteded, and how I dated a midget who popped outa a cupcake

trick we played on Chelsea 2

Kristi Jo 09: lolKristi Jo 09: DOUNT TELL HERoftbalchick181: I LVE IT!
softbalchick181: o woulden't dream of itKristi Jo 09: cjstar09 (9:44:43 PM):
wait do u kno who this?Kristi Jo 09 (9:45:51 PM): Chelsea Jones, U goe to MCS and r gonna be in the 8th grade...im an admirirer i hide in ur shdows waiting for u to miracaliousy appear then i watch from softbalchick181: let me play with her mind watch thisKristi Jo 09 (9:46:24 PM): doe u remember me now?cjstar09 (9:46:24 PM): wat id ur name?Kristi Jo 09 (9:46:29 PM): euginecjstar09 (9:46:32 PM): no cjstar09 (9:46:42 PM): i dont kno a eugine from mcKristi Jo 09 (9:47:09 PM): i dount goe there i goe to mckinley, but i knoe who u are: cjstar09 (9:47:33 PM): ok how do u kno virginia too
Kristi Jo 09 (9:47:42 PM): didnti tell u?
Kristi Jo 09
(9:47:45 PM): I stalk her too
softbalchick181:
softbalchick181: omg do u know who Kristi Jo 09 is?
softbalchick181: she is talkin to me and i have no clue who she is
cjstar09: me either
softbalchick181: she says she went to kindergarden to gether
softbalchick181: she knows my name!
cjstar09: she tells me she watches me

Trick we played on Chelsea J.

now i think if i post this backwords it may be easier to read.

Kristi Jo 09: haha
Kristi Jo 09: cjstar09 (9:48:03 PM): ok?
cjstar09 (9:48:11 PM): wat the heck?
Kristi Jo 09 (9:48:11 PM): u bet darling
softbalchick181:
cjstar09: same here
cjstar09: mine too
softbalchick181: this is so freeky
cjstar09: not really
softbalchick181: u don' think so?
softbalchick181: she knows who u r
cjstar09: she said she stalks u to
softbalchick181: and where u go to school
softbalchick181: well
softbalchick181: that just makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside

Kristi Jo 09: cjstar09 (9:48:50 PM): wats ur last name?
Kristi Jo 09 (9:49:14 PM): ive always loved the way u danced, u knoe at christie wrights dance school and the way u cut ur hair
Kristi Jo 09 (9:49:19 PM): and the way u smell
Kristi Jo 09: Kristi Jo 09 (9:50:12 PM): Eugine Fortfucker
softbalchick181:
potty mouth
softbalchick181:
cjstar09: ok not
softbalchick181: yeah
cjstar09: its kristen clason
softbalchick181: she said she knows where u dance
cjstar09: lol

Kristi Jo 09: cjstar09 (9:50:22 PM): kristen clason u r so not funny
Kristi Jo 09 (9:50:42 PM): Who is Kristen clayson...is she prettier than my momma,Kristi Jo 09 (9:50:49 PM): speakin of mommacjstar09 (9:51:07 PM): kritencjstar09 (9:51:12 PM): kristen@@@@Kristi Jo 09 (9:51:16 PM): I was tryin to talk to my momma bout college and suckh and u knoe what she said to me, she said shut the door im tryin to poop
Kristi Jo 09: Kristi Jo 09 (9:51:46 PM): who is Kristen?????
softbalchick181:
softbalchick181: really
softbalchick181: how do u know?
softbalchick181: naw she dosent' have my sn
cjstar09: cuz u can tell watch how she tyuopes lol
softbalchick181: i c

convo with kyle 3

Jesusfreeeeeek6: my mom wont let me get these cool pants just because she thinks there ugly

softbalchick181: she is not going to wear them

Jesusfreeeeeek6: i know

softbalchick181: lol

Jesusfreeeeeek6: when i walked out of the dressing room she just stood there in disbelief

softbalchick181: i hear as teenagers we rr supposed to hate r parents

softbalchick181: i think we r doin a good job so far

Jesusfreeeeeek6: its true

Jesusfreeeeeek6: my family is soo embarassing

softbalchick181: mine to

Jesusfreeeeeek6: its like if i get underwareand socks my hole family stops looking around and follows me

Jesusfreeeeeek6: its soo annoying

Jesusfreeeeeek6: evry kid is starrin at me

Jesusfreeeeeek6: i have 5 people looking at socks

softbalchick181: yeah

Jesusfreeeeeek6: i hate shoping with my family

softbalchick181: me 2

softbalchick181: why do u think i go with yours

Jesusfreeeeeek6: lol

softbalchick181: it is not so bad when it is someones eles parents

Jesusfreeeeeek6: yep

softbalchick181: lol

softbalchick181: u should have a dirary

Jesusfreeeeeek6: i think a journle would be better for a guy lol

Jesusfreeeeeek6: last time i kept one people read it

Jesusfreeeeeek6: and i got blacke mailed

softbalchick181: really

softbalchick181: well

Jesusfreeeeeek6: yeah

softbalchick181: keep one on the computer

softbalchick181: and save it to a floppy

softbalchick181: and don't tell anyone about it

softbalchick181: i do that

softbalchick181: not so much a dariry

Jesusfreeeeeek6: i cant do that because my dad just goes through my pc all the time to see whats on

Jesusfreeeeeek6: it

softbalchick181: but if i have a introsting conversation with somene i put it donwn

softbalchick181: that is why u save it on a flopp

softbalchick181: y

Jesusfreeeeeek6: i know but when my sis needs a floppy guess witch room she looks in first

softbalchick181: hide it

Jesusfreeeeeek6: i dont know

Jesusfreeeeeek6: i might try it

softbalchick181: i am just saying it feels good to write stuff down and to read back through it

Jesusfreeeeeek6: it will probibly make me feel better

softbalchick181: u feel u have something of the past

Jesusfreeeeeek6: ic

softbalchick181: that might be totley different

softbalchick181: and u can c how u change

Jesusfreeeeeek6: your probbibly right

softbalchick181: and like

Jesusfreeeeeek6: i just hope no one finds it

softbalchick181: if u say something that is really from <?xml:namespace prefix = st1 ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags" /><st1:City><st1:place>ur</st1:place></st1:City> heart and u want to save it u put it in tehre

Jesusfreeeeeek6: yeah i know

softbalchick181: and i put down what music i like and stuff so i rember later

Jesusfreeeeeek6: thats a good idea

softbalchick181: yeah

softbalchick181: it is really fun to read though what u have written

softbalchick181: and think WHAT WAS I THINKING

Jesusfreeeeeek6: ic

softbalchick181: this has bveen an introsting conversatinon

Jesusfreeeeeek6: yep its the 1st one ive had with a girl

softbalchick181: lol

Jesusfreeeeeek6: lol

softbalchick181: well it a pleasure to be the first

Jesusfreeeeeek6: all the other girls lagh at me when i try to talk to them

Jesusfreeeeeek6: atleast at kcs

softbalchick181: because u don't seem serous

Jesusfreeeeeek6: its my curse

softbalchick181: thoes girls are weird

softbalchick181: it is because u giggle

Jesusfreeeeeek6: i lagh

softbalchick181: and u don't have <st1:City><st1:place>ur</st1:place></st1:City> own style

softbalchick181: yet

softbalchick181: for instence

Jesusfreeeeeek6: i know im trying to find it but its hard whene my mom wont even let me dress the wayi wanna

softbalchick181: patrick punk

softbalchick181: leahem punk

Jesusfreeeeeek6: i know

softbalchick181: kurt prep but imitation punk

softbalchick181: yes

softbalchick181: it does not help <st1:City><st1:place>ur</st1:place></st1:City> mom

softbalchick181: well my mom wont let me wear eyeshadow

softbalchick181: at least i don't think she will

Jesusfreeeeeek6: your right

Jesusfreeeeeek6: she is soo controlling

Jesusfreeeeeek6: and parranoid

softbalchick181: who my mom or <st1:City><st1:place>ur</st1:place></st1:City> mom or bvoth

Jesusfreeeeeek6: my mom

softbalchick181: lol

Jesusfreeeeeek6: lol

softbalchick181: well <st1:City><st1:place>ur</st1:place></st1:City> in good company

Jesusfreeeeeek6: lol

softbalchick181: adolesients is confusing

Jesusfreeeeeek6: yep

softbalchick181: r u ready to tell me who u like?

Jesusfreeeeeek6: NO

softbalchick181: don't worry it tooke me a year in a half before anyone knew i liked jimi

Jesusfreeeeeek6: yeah well i still got a year

softbalchick181: and in the process this girl named Juliana moved to town

softbalchick181: and we became friends

softbalchick181: and she said she had a big crush on jimi

softbalchick181: and i kinda told him on the last day of school

Jesusfreeeeeek6: well that must of sucked

softbalchick181: and she got realy bad and embarissed

softbalchick181: so what did she do?

softbalchick181: she asked leontay out

softbalchick181: and guess what he said

softbalchick181: NO

Jesusfreeeeeek6: ic

softbalchick181: so she was even more embarissed

softbalchick181: and it was al my falt

softbalchick181: and then

softbalchick181: this is the best part

softbalchick181: John asked her out

Jesusfreeeeeek6: lol

softbalchick181: and this was like the secound to last day of school

softbalchick181: and she said yes

softbalchick181: and then the said ending

softbalchick181: come summer

softbalchick181: she moves to <st1:country-region><st1:place>Canada</st1:place></st1:country-region>

Jesusfreeeeeek6: what

Jesusfreeeeeek6: lol

softbalchick181: so johns one and only girlfriend moved out of the country to get away from him

Jesusfreeeeeek6: lol

Jesusfreeeeeek6: i cant see jon going out with anyone

softbalchick181: yes well

softbalchick181: it was odd

Jesusfreeeeeek6: lol

softbalchick181: i can't picture u going out with some onie but i guess i will have to get used to that

Jesusfreeeeeek6: i jsut cant see my sis

softbalchick181: me eather

Jesusfreeeeeek6: it would be soooo wierd

Jesusfreeeeeek6: i wont get a gf for a long time

softbalchick181: yeah especially if she got all mushey

Jesusfreeeeeek6: lol

softbalchick181: well i could change that

Jesusfreeeeeek6: i dont think you could

softbalchick181: well not if i don't know who she is

Jesusfreeeeeek6: yep

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Conversation I hade with kyle b.

convo with kyle 2

Jesusfreeeeeek6: i dont

softbalchick181: do i know her

Jesusfreeeeeek6: probibly

softbalchick181: well if u would tell me i could hint around the subject and u cuold tell me and i cound hint around the subject

softbalchick181: sorry

softbalchick181: i have no idea why that is up there twice

Jesusfreeeeeek6: ic

softbalchick181: so r u going to tell me

softbalchick181: does lea know u like someone

softbalchick181: i am guession not

softbalchick181: i won't telll

softbalchick181: don't worry

Jesusfreeeeeek6: she doese she was reading behind my shoulder

softbalchick181: lol

softbalchick181: does she know

Jesusfreeeeeek6: not who i like

Jesusfreeeeeek6: no one knows who i like

softbalchick181: u need to tell someone

Jesusfreeeeeek6: i know thats why grahms coming over tonite

softbalchick181: i c

softbalchick181: maybe i can get it out of him

Jesusfreeeeeek6: no

softbalchick181: lol

softbalchick181: look

Jesusfreeeeeek6: g2g

softbalchick181: tell someone

Jesusfreeeeeek6: i will

Jesusfreeeeeek6: l8er

Jesusfreeeeeek6signed off at <?xml:namespace prefix = st1 ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags" /><st1:time Minute="37" Hour="15">3:37:56 PM</st1:time>.

Jesusfreeeeeek6 signed on at <st1:time Minute="43" Hour="15">3:43:33 PM</st1:time>.

Jesusfreeeeeek6 signed off at <st1:time Minute="45" Hour="15">3:45:38 PM</st1:time>.

Jesusfreeeeeek6 signed on at <st1:time Minute="55" Hour="19">7:55:58 PM</st1:time>.

softbalchick181: hey]

softbalchick181: ralk to me

softbalchick181: is gram there

Jesusfreeeeeek6: no

Jesusfreeeeeek6: hes a jerk

softbalchick181: hi grahm

Jesusfreeeeeek6: this is kyle

softbalchick181: really

softbalchick181: sorry

softbalchick181: do u wan't to tell me what happened

softbalchick181: r u going to talk

softbalchick181: r u ok?

Jesusfreeeeeek6: He said he could sleep over last week so i call him today to ask him whene he is going to come over?  He says "i cant go my dad wont let me"  When it was okay 5 days ago and hes like i dont care because i'm taking gf to the dance.

Jesusfreeeeeek6: He is such a bad lier

softbalchick181: i am so sorry

Jesusfreeeeeek6: he is sooo annoying

softbalchick181: if it makes u feel better my social life sucks to

Jesusfreeeeeek6: why?

softbalchick181: ok to i am goign to call tis girl u like Miss X

softbalchick181: k?

Jesusfreeeeeek6: k

softbalchick181: so if miss x were to like u would u go out wit her?

softbalchick181: this is very exciting

Jesusfreeeeeek6: Yeah

softbalchick181: would u tell <st1:City><st1:place>ur</st1:place></st1:City> mom or dad?

Jesusfreeeeeek6: yeah

softbalchick181: k

softbalchick181: would u tell me?

Jesusfreeeeeek6: yeah

softbalchick181: k

softbalchick181: why am i the only one who is to shy to tell her parents that she likes someone

softbalchick181: HAAAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAAAAA

softbalchick181: this is driving me nuts

Jesusfreeeeeek6: i wouldnt tell them unless i was going out with her

softbalchick181: yeah

softbalchick181: i like <st1:City><st1:place>ur</st1:place></st1:City> info

Jesusfreeeeeek6: it would be annoying because i know they would tease me for ever

softbalchick181: man this is some boring friday night

softbalchick181: yeah

Jesusfreeeeeek6: i know

softbalchick181: if they knew or if they diden't and found out?

Jesusfreeeeeek6: today sucked for me

softbalchick181: really

softbalchick181: it was a good day for me

Jesusfreeeeeek6: yep

softbalchick181: despite my confusing social life

softbalchick181: what happend

Jesusfreeeeeek6: it just really sucked

Jesusfreeeeeek6: my best freind ditched me and thats what made it really bad

softbalchick181: Joey?

softbalchick181: or braxton

softbalchick181: or who

Jesusfreeeeeek6: Grahm

softbalchick181: oh yeah right

softbalchick181: sorry

softbalchick181: the play was funny

softbalchick181: it was fun to c jimi and joey makes fools of them selfs

Jesusfreeeeeek6: joey and jimi were halarios

softbalchick181: yeah

Jesusfreeeeeek6: i wonder how joey could keep his balance with that wig on

softbalchick181: yeah

softbalchick181: it was headbanded to his head

Jesusfreeeeeek6: ic

softbalchick181: yes jimi was waring his sisters pants

Jesusfreeeeeek6: i know

Jesusfreeeeeek6: he told me

softbalchick181: i wonder who lea likes?

softbalchick181: probable Phillipe

Jesusfreeeeeek6: no i think its somone else

softbalchick181: really

softbalchick181: do u have a name for me

softbalchick181: i know who she used to liek

softbalchick181: like

softbalchick181: but i don't think she was serous

softbalchick181: were is she

softbalchick181: is she ata sleep over

softbalchick181: ?

Jesusfreeeeeek6: i think its this other guy in her class that she gets mad whene i ask about him

Jesusfreeeeeek6: no

softbalchick181: lol

softbalchick181: does she have a freind over

Jesusfreeeeeek6: who did she used to like

softbalchick181: i am not telling'

softbalchick181: she told me not to

softbalchick181: if u want to kow u will have to ask her

Jesusfreeeeeek6: so

softbalchick181: if i guess the girl will u tell me

Jesusfreeeeeek6: no

Jesusfreeeeeek6: you wont

softbalchick181: u r making this difficult

softbalchick181: Kristin

Jesusfreeeeeek6: NO

softbalchick181: <st1:City><st1:place>Chelsea</st1:place></st1:City>

Jesusfreeeeeek6: NO

softbalchick181: Brooke

Jesusfreeeeeek6: NONONONONO

Jesusfreeeeeek6: she annoys me

softbalchick181: k

softbalchick181: britney

Jesusfreeeeeek6: NO

softbalchick181: krystle

Jesusfreeeeeek6: NO

softbalchick181: alex Beachee

Jesusfreeeeeek6: NONONONONONONO

softbalchick181: Luara

softbalchick181: Miller

Jesusfreeeeeek6: NO

softbalchick181: holly

Jesusfreeeeeek6: NO

softbalchick181: good

Jesusfreeeeeek6: lol

softbalchick181: kelsey b

Jesusfreeeeeek6: NO

softbalchick181: elise

Jesusfreeeeeek6: NO

softbalchick181: krisi

softbalchick181: kristi

Jesusfreeeeeek6: NO

softbalchick181: tristin

Jesusfreeeeeek6: NO

Jesusfreeeeeek6: you do know that nomadder what name u say i am gonna say no

softbalchick181: yeah

softbalchick181: well

Jesusfreeeeeek6: good

softbalchick181: i am trying to fix <st1:City><st1:place>ur</st1:place></st1:City> life insted of working on my own

Jesusfreeeeeek6: why my life is unfixable

softbalchick181: it is a twisted mind game i play wit my self

Jesusfreeeeeek6: ic

softbalchick181: if is very odd having a serous conversation with u

Jesusfreeeeeek6: why do u think im a kid who never gets depresed

softbalchick181: well....yes

softbalchick181: but not anymore

Jesusfreeeeeek6: lol

softbalchick181: i like this side

Jesusfreeeeeek6: yep

Jesusfreeeeeek6: my life is getting harder and harder evry day im at maple crest

Jesusfreeeeeek6: lol

softbalchick181: sorry

softbalchick181: but i think that happens no matter wear u r

Jesusfreeeeeek6: its better than kcs

Jesusfreeeeeek6: they treat u like clones there

Jesusfreeeeeek6: and they dont let u do anything

Jesusfreeeeeek6: i hate kcs

softbalchick181: we at public schools are in to self expression

Jesusfreeeeeek6: i know

The fowling

the fowling are a few convo I wanted to keep so i put them in word. I am however worried about my mom lookin so i will post them here.

convo with Kyle 1

softbalchick181: hgey'

softbalchick181: he

softbalchick181: y

Jesusfreeeeeek6: hi

softbalchick181: tell steeve not to call jimi

Jesusfreeeeeek6: why

softbalchick181: just do it

Jesusfreeeeeek6: k

Jesusfreeeeeek6: is ti about the movie hes going to this weekend

softbalchick181: no

softbalchick181: lol

Jesusfreeeeeek6: ic

Jesusfreeeeeek6: steve says hes going to call jimi

softbalchick181: well this sucks

Jesusfreeeeeek6: why

Jesusfreeeeeek6: tell me

Jesusfreeeeeek6: now

softbalchick181: lol

Jesusfreeeeeek6: or else

softbalchick181: u r out of the lupe

softbalchick181: so who do u like

Jesusfreeeeeek6: im  not tellin

softbalchick181: lol

softbalchick181: well

Jesusfreeeeeek6: who do u like

softbalchick181: why should i tell u about things with jimi

Jesusfreeeeeek6: u like jimmi?

softbalchick181: maybe?

softbalchick181: who do u like

Jesusfreeeeeek6: ic

Jesusfreeeeeek6:i cant tell u

Jesusfreeeeeek6: or anyone else

softbalchick181: really why not

Jesusfreeeeeek6: grahm doesent even know

softbalchick181: yeah does she go to r school?

Jesusfreeeeeek6: im not tellin

softbalchick181: oh come on i told u

softbalchick181: i will tell u if u tell me who u like

softbalchick181: lol this is fun

softbalchick181: i think it is cool u like someone

Jesusfreeeeeek6: why

Jesusfreeeeeek6: she doesent like me

Jesusfreeeeeek6: it sucks

Jesusfreeeeeek6: :9

Jesusfreeeeeek6: :-(

softbalchick181: now how do u know that

Ronald Regan

Ronald Regans funeral is to day. Mom has been watching it all morning and is crying. He was really loved

by a lot of people. I am really bored. Usher

is still number 1 on the pop charts when a go

od rock band is doomed to outstreches of l

ife in the enteretainment world. Went to bed

 at 12 30 last night. Would have staied up l

ater and talked more on the computer but there was a thunder storm and i freeked.

Thursday, June 3, 2004

Parents are never happy

Why can't parents ever be happey i got my report card and i go all A'S but no according to my mom the test scores are not high enough like should could do better.