Heart Ach, Church Gatherings and Mysterouse Phone calls

Well, introsting happenins going on right now, Kristi apparntly likes a guy and apparntley is the biggest ass in the world because he can't see how great she is and he dosn't even have the courage to hook up with this other girl himself. I don't even know who he is or who the other girl is so i feel a bit odd. I feel bad for Mom cuz she really wanted me and Dad to go to this curch put put thing that we really DIDN"T want to go to but we did for her. Were there and we played and we pretened to be all happy happy and tehy the second part of it was ice cream or something i don't know exactially but it was really hot in the building and my dad needed to get out of it and mom thought he was leaving so she got all mad at us and yelled and I'm just happy were leaving, but I think she cired and i feel really bad about that. My cousin is comin today and i'm not lookin foward to that but it can't be avoided I suppose my grandfather is look foward to it so I guess so am I. I was really mad at Kristi Friday and I don't think she knew wich is probably good. She decided to annoucne to every one that she was Anorexic for a week during lunch, I don't care that she did it durning lunch but she goes "It was kinda fun" I know she is just trying to make it sound like nothing so i wouldn't get mad at her wich i think she thought i would do. Well I'm a bit dissapointed that she broke are "Never have engough will power" deal I understand why she did it It just pisses me off cuz all of a sudden I know like 5 people with the disorder and i feel responsible for every singel one. But that is not why i was mad. We were sittin next to Elise who is still having the problem and Krsiti goes "You knwo if u eat paper you stop eating" OMG i'm thinkin is she trying to give her ideas and befroe i know it i feel like there sharing tips on not eating. Now honsotly I'm not going to stop being there friends  but I really wish Krsiti had told me the truth earlier when I kept askin her about it. She Lied, and now I don't even know what the deal is with this guy she's talkin about. And it really sucks all the way around.