Monday, December 27, 2004

Just for the record.

First I would like to state I have tried on numerouse occasions to delete the previouse entry, it won't let me however so I suppose I should print a retraction.... At the time I was angry and while I was not angy with out just cause *just cause is where you have a reason. Just in case you didn't know* I didn't need to act that way. I SHOULD of looked into it from Rachels point of view and tried to see what she ment. That would have been the responsible thing to do.

Well ya know what? I'm flippin tired of being responsible. I havn't allways been like this you know. I'm not saying I'm a goodie tooshoes now but how many times have people done crap to me and I've just let it go, given them anyother chance, gotten past all this drama stuf? Well folks there was a time long long ageo when I woulnd't back down from a fight, when I would argue when I knew I was right, when I wouldn't let anyone slide. Yeah that was probably the most misrable time in my life. That was the time I'd get suspended, that was the time I'd come home with no friends, that was the time I'd hide at school to avoid people. I don't want to go back to that.

So here I am doing the responsible thing yet again and its not half bad. How many times have I told Kristi to just forget about it when someone does something wrong to her? I know they were wrong, she knows they were wrong, the only person not informed is the wrong doier. Sometimes Kristi listens, sometimes she dosn't, but I tell her that becasue so what? So what if you loose the argument? You still have your friend, you still have the satisfaction of knowing you were right and if the other person lets igrnorance get in their way its really too bad.

So I had this all planned out but Laura's little sis keeps talking to me so I've forgotten. We had basketball practice today. I really stunk, I got a few interceptions but other then that it wasn't a pretty sight. Someone stepped on my toe and it started bleeding threw my sock so now I'm down a sock. For that matter I also lost another earing. I'm really bad at keeping things inorder.

What else........I stayed up until 2 last night talking to Jon about how tired we were going to be the next morning. This perhaps isn't the best thing to do before basketball practice but it wasn't to bad for me seeingas I didn't have to get up until 10. Jonny however had a 9 o'clock practice so that means getting up 8 which isn't a lot of sleep.

Well I've nothing else to sayor I've forgotten what I was going to say and Holly I know you want me to post.......So..........POST.

 

There it is ^ right there.

 

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Lol, so much to say. First of all, you lost me on that whole "ignorance" rant so I dunno. Lol secondly,  I'm kinda dissapointed that you didn't come responsible because I am irresponsible. Thats kinda conceeded thoguh. lol but you can look at it this way. . You can't have two irresponsible people together. Thats just really irresponsible. Thirdly, you really need to learn which words are compound wods and which words need spaces. For instance, inorder. That would be 2 words. In order. lol, you dummie. Fourthy, I felt like leaving this incredibly long comment becuase I've been watching the O.C all day and I needed to escape all that california sunshine. Thus I am leaving this message. Fithly, I don't think Thus worked in my last sencentence. Seventhly, I'm a horrible counter. Eighthly, I'm done.

P.S- Nvm about the before said ignorance. I figured it out! : )

Anonymous said...

P.P.S- ARE YOU FREEKIN NUTS! Its dark, and your out sledding?!? U Idiot!!!! Even I'm not that crazy!

Anonymous said...

Hey, just checkin out your blog like you asked.  Im sorry if my blog was mean or sounded mean.  I dont care if you had that blog about me being a jackass, because if thats how you feel then its fine.  Dont try to delete it because thats true drama, not te fake junk, lol. k well, yeah, im outtie