Why on earth would I just edit the other entry when I can make a new one?

Okay so just some things happening right now. Scott Petterson got the death penelty, I have 2 plays tomarow and a basketball game, Fridays the dance, I lied to my Grandfather, oh and my Grandmothers dieing!

So I guess I shouldn't be joking around with the last part but I suppose I deal with things in sick and twisted ways. I want to say it's not worth taking care of her, that its too much work and she dosn't remember who we ever are so it shouldn't matter weather or not she stays at home, but I can't. I can't because I KNOW she took care of me when I was sick, when I was a brat, and I don't think she ever complanied, at least not to my face. I can't because I don't have to live with her, I don't get less then 2hrs of sleep everynight like my Grandfather does because he has to get up and go to the bathroom with her, I don't have to stay at home all the time, not even being able to go grocery shopping, allways alone and traped yet allways knowing he's stuck, that is he's stuck until shes gone, and I'm not sure how he feels about that. In a way it would be easier, for him I mean, yet I don't know how he feels, for me it's like shes been gone for so long allready, having no body wouldn't make a difference, though I'm sure it will take him more time to let go, and even then, things will be weird.

Then there's the house, I need to explane there house. My grandparents live a little outside of town, about a 15min drive. They live on a hill with only one elderly nieghbor next to them, I suppose theres about 30acres of land, and many more acres of wood surounding their house. They have ponds and the wildcat going right by the house and its extremly pretty. I grew up there when I was little *well DUH if I was growing up I was little...* Both my parents worked so they were like a day care system. If she dies, he won't keep the house, and as unhumain as this sounds, thats one of my biggest worries. Yes the house, not my grandmother. This would be differen't if she still was my grandmother, but shes not, I don't know what she is.

So this play bussness. First period I have a performance for the 8th grade, then one for the Add Building's Christmas party at 12, this includes pizza so its worth it. Going to see he boys looks horribly at basketball afterschool, then go to my own specail practice! Fun Fun arn't you jealouse? I know I would be if I was you. Yep. Your jealous. I can feel it.